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date:Thursday, June 11, 2009
time:6:50 PM
title: Tough and Tougher.
KK. So I`ve been schooling for 4 days now. Given that I have posted about my 1st day, I`m back to report `bout stuff that had been done after 1st day.
So it was an innocent Tuesday noon and I just entered the classroom without any idea that I would be called to be a facilitator today (Thursday) for the Philippine Independence Day activity! Actually it wasn`t really for me, it was for Maan. But she didn`t like. She figured I would take it and not disagree. So I were to discuss our freedom for the Spaniards, facilitate the activity and churva.
Another thing that happened that day was I was chosen to be the acting chairman of the class. Actually I was chosen by none other than Jany Lou. I never really wanted to be a class officer, even tho just before we elect our officers. It`s just that I never wanted more responsibility. It`s been really tough studying, and if you`re an officer, it`s another responsibility to be in charge of the freakin` class. hmm. So, I`m saying: NEVER VOTE ME AS A SCHOOL OFFICER! NEVER!
So next day we met our subject teachers, from super strict to chill, Our batch of teachers are just perfectly fine. No need to post about anything here.
So today. Today was unbearable. I was so stressed out. It was the day that I would facilitate the class. Something`s went wrong, something broke, I was so bummed out the whole time. It was like being a teacher without even studying how to teach. Everything that I had in mind was never seen. It was unclear. It was totally disastrous. I failed. But then again, thanks to my sooper amazing classmates, I had a happy time while writing their evaluation questions. They kept disturbing me and teasing each other, it made me feel like no matter how my day failed, There would still be my friends, cheering for me. It`s a great feeling. But it isn`t a great feeling when...
...One of your closest friends suddenly leaves your school just because of a stupid cellphone charger. The one who was intelligent but at the same time grounded and cool. The one who has this out-of-this-world laugh that all would surely miss. It`s tragic. There was this really unique bond together between the two of us and it was hard to accept. I still won`t want to accept it, but I have to. So, let`s give it up for Althea, who was a true best friend forever to me. I miss you, hopefully we would see each other some time when I visit my granny.
So, it`s been tough for me these days, I really need a break. (Except the fact that we just got back from summer break.) Ohh, Nice! Tomorrow`s Friday and it`s June 12, which means it`s Philippine Independence Day! It`s a holiday! No classes! Time to rest again! I really need to catch up on some sleep again `coz it`s been hard waking up early and staying up late altogether. So, I guess this is the end of my entry, xoxo. ;) ♥
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